she was not given

She was not given
The power to love life
She did not relish
The colors of the world
The taste of hope
The music of time
She did not redeem
Herself
In the pure moonlight magic
In the soothing of love 
The wind the waves the rain
Were her painful foes
She found no friend
Human or beast
Her body
Even her thoughts
Were weights too heavy for her
I watched her fight against pain
I watched her lose 
She never found joy
Except maybe
In the ending