Otherworld

This is what I could not stand

About her

She had a life of her own

Outside of me

She went to places

Through books or films

That I could not reach

Even if I had

Read the books

Seen the films

She had access to worlds

Bigger better keener

I was left alone

In the mere reality

Grey boring foggy

It had been the opposite once

I had never realized

How cruel that was

Now I can't find the door

Anymore

Can't feel the magic

Lost interest 

I'm stuck in reality

Observing the minutes

Passing

Not even counting them